I got married the first time at 19, and divorced at 23. Our daughter was born right after our first anniversary. The ex started behaving irresponsibly, not working, staying out all night partying and cheating. Well, i was pretty sure about the cheating, and later found out i was right.
I am not saying i was the perfect wife, i can be hard to get along with at times, especially in my younger days. The time to quit, for me, was when i felt i had given it my best, and he obviously wasn't willing to try at all. I didn't want to be one of those couples that gets remarried again. i wanted to know it was definitely over, no regrets about not trying harder. at that point, i was pretty angry and bitter, resented my daughter, depressed, no self-esteem, woke up every morning with feelings of panic and dread. a lot of that changed pretty quickly once the decision was finally made, which turned out to be what he wanted, too.
Be sure it's what you want and won't regret it. A good counselor is hard to find, but can help. The way a spouse behaves doesn't always mean what you think it does. When my current husband and i had some issues, i decided to go to counseling to figure out how i could better deal with things, because neither of us really wanted to end the marriage. He wasn't into counseling, but sometimes separate counseling is better than couples counseling anyway. my husband didn't like that i was going to counseling, and i think he's still not crazy about it, but i have learned some things about both of us.
I am not saying i was the perfect wife, i can be hard to get along with at times, especially in my younger days. The time to quit, for me, was when i felt i had given it my best, and he obviously wasn't willing to try at all. I didn't want to be one of those couples that gets remarried again. i wanted to know it was definitely over, no regrets about not trying harder. at that point, i was pretty angry and bitter, resented my daughter, depressed, no self-esteem, woke up every morning with feelings of panic and dread. a lot of that changed pretty quickly once the decision was finally made, which turned out to be what he wanted, too.
Be sure it's what you want and won't regret it. A good counselor is hard to find, but can help. The way a spouse behaves doesn't always mean what you think it does. When my current husband and i had some issues, i decided to go to counseling to figure out how i could better deal with things, because neither of us really wanted to end the marriage. He wasn't into counseling, but sometimes separate counseling is better than couples counseling anyway. my husband didn't like that i was going to counseling, and i think he's still not crazy about it, but i have learned some things about both of us.