Welcome to the club you never want to join. It's been 20 years for me, and there are still things that are so hard to see, they make my eyes get all sweaty.
Expat and Printcraft. So sorry for your losses.
The hole left behind in your heart(soul) may always be there but assuredly, it won't be as dark as time passes. Pause and reflect as needed. Comfort may be found in odd places.
I don't know what to say. Sorry for you Expat, and your family. You have priceless memories. It's been rough recently, and hopefully peace will come soon. Hang in there buddy.
So sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my wife to one of the drugs that was supposed to cure her breast cancer many years ago. She too was my soulmate and sorry to say that time doesn't heal some wounds. My prayers for you and your family.
Thanks and sorry to hear.
I hope he is near you. If he was like me, he got used to the family all coming around while their mom is sick. Now not only is she gone, the kids don't come around as much any more. It is tough.