Kirk Freeman
Grandmaster
Why would you carry the cheap gun and not the best (be it a Ravine or a Bear or the other way around) you can in defense of your life? It seems to me if your life or your loved one's life depended on it you would want the best tool to protect them in your holster that you could afford.
It is the defense mechanism of rationalization.
See if this helps=>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rationalization_(psychology)