If the Pastor had been carrying in this situation....
I understand your feeling, but the church is a building, nothing more. It's the people that make it the "Church". God uses people and the tools they have on them. If you leave your tool at home, it can't be used..
I choose to protect my family and myself everywhere I go..
And thanks to many people that have given their lives to defend your right to believe what you want, you have the freedom to choose as you will. Just as I do.